It’s not going to turn out the way you are thinking, dreaming, envisioning it – it never does – it never will.
You can either rail against the machine that what you tried to do fail and chalk it up as meaningless or you can look at what you accomplished.
Your team delivered.
You learned new skills.
You grew in the role that you have.
You made mistakes, you fixed them.
Not perfect, was never meant to be – the goal was to deliver.