How much time do you need to work on something you want to be working on?
What do you not know now, that you need to learn to be able to work on that thing?
What environment do you need to be able to get the work done?
These are all the questions you have to ask yourself before you get mad about “not doing the thing I want to be doing”.
You might not be doing it right now, but if you’re taking the steps to get there, it’s on the horizon to getting started.
No one starts in the big leagues, they start way, way down, on their own practicing, getting into the minors, playing exhibition games, and being a sub before they even start to get close.
It’s not a wish you’re looking for, it’s a commitment.